Feb 28, 20215 min readFear.... fuck youAs a firearms instructor for women, I have to say.... I truly love what I do. When I get on the range with one of my students it's like...
Feb 10, 20214 min readmetoo? Nah, Fuck that.The metoo movement was a joke. Idk if it has died out or what. Either way, good riddance. That movement was nothing more than an attempt...
Feb 9, 20217 min readDear Miss "I'm too good"Well, *I* would never put myself in a situation where I might need a gun to defend myself... You are telling me, the woman who was raped...
Feb 5, 20212 min readLive? Or Die?A girl can never have too many options when it comes to defensive tools. Firearms, knives, zappy zaps, kubatons (not sure that's how you...
Feb 3, 20215 min readI Bit The BulletThe past 2 days have been more than a whirlwind of decision making and action. I finally did it. I bit the bullet and became a fully...
Feb 1, 20214 min readBe Sad. Just Don't Live There. Every so often I have to take a minute to work through some traumas that randomly come up. I get quiet, stop socializing, and think a...
Jan 29, 20213 min readHow Does BDSM Help?Have you ever gotten one of those emails that says, "Is this you? If you do not pay us X amount of dollars, we will send this video to...
Jan 27, 20216 min readYeah, I faked it. So?TRIGGER WARNING Time to get real. We have all faked it at least once in our adult lifetime. Hopefully, you have never felt like you had...
Jan 25, 20216 min readMind GamesWe have all experienced someone's narcissistic behaviors at some point in our lives. Some, recognize it right away and end it. For...
Jan 22, 20218 min readThe First TimeThe room was spinning as I laid on the floor looking up. I wasn't even looking at anything in particular. Quite the opposite. My eyes...
Jan 21, 20214 min readNational GuardAll of the stories in the media and the 25,000 National Guard members who have been activated for the inauguration.... it brings one...
Jan 19, 20213 min readThe Joy Amidst The PainMy mother always said, "It won't always be like this." It was as if she was saying it to her self more than me. I remember watching her...
Jan 18, 20217 min readI Felt It BreakI gave him away. Just like that, I left him. This was an abandonment. For years, I begged doctors to help him. To help me help him. I...
Jan 15, 20213 min readBuild a Door. Not a Wall.When abuse is suffered, there is a lot that happens deep down. Emotions, beliefs, and habits are ingrained in the very depths of our...
Jan 14, 20213 min readTrigger WarningBefore you start reading, know that this is going to be some-what raw and may be upsetting to some readers. "Oh, come on. Have I ever...
Jan 13, 20213 min readClenched FistsEmpath or survivalist? "Erin Mechelle, get out of that bed RIGHT NOW and clean this bathroom. You're so disgusting. I swear you are...
Jan 12, 20211 min readThe Journey to ThrivingA friend once told me, "You may *just* be surviving right now... but one day you'll THRIVE." That hit me. It made me realize I wasn't...
Jan 12, 20213 min readSave MeThere were so many moments where I wished someone had saved me. As a child. As a teen. As a young woman. There were times where I almost...